Disappointment or consistency?

I finished 10th again…!
That's the third time in the PokerPt League!

Is it disappointment because it shows no progress?
Or consistency because it's not an easy tournament - where being in the Top 10 is a good result?

In my honest opinion it's a mix of both. And like my thoughts I also have mixed feelings:

Disappointed because:

- I want to reach higher positions;
- I always get to FT (final Table) struggling with one of the smallest stacks;
- I make all this effort and I can't focus in the Futpokers 'circus' and 'challenges'. I still cant play in two rooms at the same time (lack of experience).

Mission Acomplished because:

- top 10 is in fact not a bad result;
- 3 times in 10 tournaments shows consistency;
- I fight to the end showing more strengh of mind.

In the end I will use one of my friends' expressions – bah!